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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

its January 2,2007. Barely ten days before my eighteenth birthday.

I've always looked forward to this day and as it gets nearer and nearer i felt more excited and anxious.

So what has this year got to offer me?

2006 has been both a year of triumph and tragedy for me. It gave me challenges i never expect nor imagined to encounter. The year 2007 will surely be harder and more challenging as i finally become an adult, legally.

What will happen this year is beyond my knowledge and understanding but i hope i will be open minded enough to accept defeat, failures, lessons and wounds.

The year opened with problems for me. I still have unsettled things carried over form the previous year. I still have my heartaches and regrets. My wound still isn't healed, and im still bleeding but still willing to face whatever awaits me in the outside world.

Like in the past, the cyberworld has been my only channel this year. I guess this is the only place where i could fully express my self without being laugh at or judged.

I met a lot of people who became part of me. Some of whom i still have and some who left me and there are others who, i know would soon be leaving. Some of the people i met left me wounded and some were left to me to help me tend the wounds. I have to forgive those people,soon…but not now.

I discovered something when i went home. It hurt me but i never let my family knew. There is no need for them to know. Besides, i had always tended my wounds alone.

I stepped into 2007 with a broken heart, an almost broken family, and so many unfinished things that has to be settled. I know there is more to come and i hope i would be strong enough to face it.

This is only the second day of 2007 yet, it seemed i've been living it for a decade.

Tons of problems had already piled up and have to be face, now or die.

There is mroe to come.

I will face it.

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