3rd year and still in the dark

Three years in Mass Communcation and I'm still groping in the dark. I still can't decide which area I would like to focus on. In fact, I'm still not sure if I made the right decision in choosing my course. Am I in the right path? Only a year left and I'm still blind. Journalism is my strength, but do I really want to be a journalist? Do I really want to be in this course?

I have come a long way already. One more year and I'm done. But will I get any satisfaction when I graduate?Honestly, I don't know.  I am getting more and more interested in criminal sciences and other courses, yet I think I still love this course. I am excelling in this course. I gues it's one of the reasons why I can't seem to get a satisfaction here. It does not give me the challenge that I am looking for. Sure, it is challenging to beat deadline after deadline and pass articles on time. It is challenging to interview big wigs and people that you never thought you would be able to talk to, but that's not what I am looking for.

I kind of like the challenge of investigating and chasing crooks. I am not an aspiring Nancy Drew but I guess Law Enforcement is a thrilling career. Of course, I do understand that being interested is not enough. I laso think that talking to mentally disturbed people is exciting. I mean, human behavior is interesting so I guess Psychology is also an interesting course. But what about Aeronautics?I guess flying planes are fun. Ohhh, architecture. I really think archi students are cool, especially with their T-squares.

My reasons are not enough to make me stay in a course. I guess I'm just a person without a sense of direction. Because if i have, I wouldn't be groping in the dark now. 

update

I know it has been a long time since the last time I posted here. Or maybe it's not really that long but honestly, I haven't visited this account since my last post. I was kind of busy the past days and I don't have enough time to update anything here. Anyway, what's up?

I have been planning to do alot of things lately but I can't seem to find the time to do it. I am such a procastinator and I've been telling myself to change since time immemorial. All I could seem to accmplish is read all day. I guess im getting more and more addicted to books. OMG!Is there such a thing as a book addict rehab center?Whew!

Anyway, I am supposed to be in class today but I did not attend it. Why? Because i was pestered that my interviewee made me wait for more than an hour then simply told me that she can't accomodate me yet because she has so many things to do. Well, she could have told me in advance. Part of the job!