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Monday, November 9, 2009How does one go on living when he already feels dead inside?
How would a soldier continue the fight when he is already weary and tired?
How does a runner find the energy to continue running when he can’t see the end in sight?
How would you reach your goal when you have lost sight of it?
H0w do you find the light when the whole world becomes dark?
3rd year and still in the dark
Friday, July 27, 2007Three years in Mass Communcation and I'm still groping in the dark. I still can't decide which area I would like to focus on. In fact, I'm still not sure if I made the right decision in choosing my course. Am I in the right path? Only a year left and I'm still blind. Journalism is my strength, but do I really want to be a journalist? Do I really want to be in this course?
I have come a long way already. One more year and I'm done. But will I get any satisfaction when I graduate?Honestly, I don't know. I am getting more and more interested in criminal sciences and other courses, yet I think I still love this course. I am excelling in this course. I gues it's one of the reasons why I can't seem to get a satisfaction here. It does not give me the challenge that I am looking for. Sure, it is challenging to beat deadline after deadline and pass articles on time. It is challenging to interview big wigs and people that you never thought you would be able to talk to, but that's not what I am looking for.
I kind of like the challenge of investigating and chasing crooks. I am not an aspiring Nancy Drew but I guess Law Enforcement is a thrilling career. Of course, I do understand that being interested is not enough. I laso think that talking to mentally disturbed people is exciting. I mean, human behavior is interesting so I guess Psychology is also an interesting course. But what about Aeronautics?I guess flying planes are fun. Ohhh, architecture. I really think archi students are cool, especially with their T-squares.
My reasons are not enough to make me stay in a course. I guess I'm just a person without a sense of direction. Because if i have, I wouldn't be groping in the dark now.


