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Monday, November 9, 2009

How does one go on living when he already feels dead inside?

How would a soldier continue the fight when he is already weary and tired?

How does a runner find the energy to continue running when he can’t see the end in sight?

How would you reach your goal when you have lost sight of it?

H0w do you find the light when the whole world becomes dark?

Posted by journalist at 12:11 pm | permalink | Add comment

maybe it was just a joke.Or one of his pranks.Maybe he just want to humor me.
No, all of these are true. there's no use pretending. Its not his fault, he doesnt even know how i feel.
The pain, the hurt, yes i can feel it.

Could this be love?
Is this the answer to the question i have?

I refuse to admit ive fallen for him.What?
fallen?whataword! where did that ever came come?

i dont know..i dont want to know..
all i know is i feel pain inside me.An emotion i cannot fathom. It hurts a lot and i cried. I dont easily cry just for anything else. So, why now? I had always been strong. I had been able to hold back the tears, but why now? Just a few moments ago, i cried but nothing changed. I want to shout and get this over with.

Im hurt and i dont know why.

So he's got a girlfriend. HE didnt mean to hurt me. We've always been friends and this is the worst news ive heard so far.

Will i be singing "friend of mine" forever?
will i ever wake up from this nightmare?
will i ever heal?recover?

I dont know.
i honestly dont know.
maybe, only time could tell.
maybe in due time i will.

Posted by journalist at 5:35 pm | permalink | Add comment

In my life, a lot of things remain unsaid.
In my life, a lot of emotions remain unexpressed.
And this is where they all go. And this is what they all become. Junks in Cyberspace.

Netizens

So what about?

Wonder what it mean?

Sagbot- a hiligaynon term meaning "kalat" or trash. May also refer to weeds.

Why? Because most of the posts in my blogs (yes, not just this one) contains rants and ravings--junks of my life.

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I started this blog in 2006, my first official blog outside social networks. The title of this blog was different then. The writing was even more different.

I had neglected this blog for more than a year now. I would post something from time to time but never really updated it. And now I am trying my best to ressurect this blog and hoping that I could somehow import my other blog here.

I started this blog when I was 17, and three years after I am now in the cross roads of my life. And this blog will be one of the silent witnesses of the ups and downs of my life.

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